Questions consistantly arise throughout my life about why things happen, why things don't happen and how things can be changed. These questions are sometimes fulfilling, but often very hard to answer. I find it necessary to record the questions, to pull them apart and develop an understanding of them. But then I ask, will my questions ever be answered or will I continue to live in a state of uncomprehension?

This question bugs me the most of all. I think for me to be able to fully relate to or understand the people around me, I must first understand myself and my thoughts, but I dont yet have this ability, nor do I see it coming anytime soon. Ah, someday I will know, until then. Life goes on...

And what a great life I am currently living, havent had a bad day in a long time and it is perfect.

I gave someone my necklace, genuinely never thought I'd ever ever ever do that. It's good but, it's okay, lucky she is cool I guess. Will keep her safe. Woo.

A list of things I neeed:
-right now a glass of orange juice
-sleep
-a new riff
-a blondie dress
-a tissue
-some new vinyls


Just for shits and giggles.
398 daysss. :)