Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Thursday, December 23, 2010

With The Good Comes The Bad

It's Christmas time, though I'm not excessively festive, which I usually am.
I love this time of year. For reasons such as family and the pure excitement I see in the eyes of my 3 year old nephew.
It's a love that only they can know.
I miss that love. But now, my love is for them and this look in their eyes.
It's wonderful.
Christmas is the greatest in my family, with so many memebers, the festivities are wondrous.

This time is always so happy and full of joy, celebrations of life and new starts.
Though, this year, there are many farewells I am not looking forward to saying.
And it has become a time for me to review the friendships and relationships I have created between myself and my friends and measure their value, the amount of happiness they create and the love they share.
I don't want to say goodbye, it's too hard.
But it is the beginning of the world's biggest adventure - life - for them.
And it is farwell, but not forever.

So, to the very few who follow this blog.
Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and I wish you every happiness in the world.
Be safe.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

A Weekend Away

On Friday, myself and Abby travelled to Sydney via train for roughly 7 hours.
We got to Mim's and had a super lovely reunion of "The Kickers".
It was super lovely.
We spent the afternoon, walking the streets of Surry Hills trying to find both alcohol and something for dinner. Being the three most indecisive people, this became a very difficult task.
We settled on some pizza and purchased some cider.
We returned to Mim's and spent the evening cooking pizza, drinking cider and relaxing in their cute backyard.
It was heaps great to just hang out.
Abby was saying some funny stuff about how she is going to act next year. Specifically: "Oh that was just Mum, they had to shoot my kangaroo" - classic.
We then watched Gothika and went to sleep.

On Saturday, Mim went to work and Abby and I awoke at almost 10.30.
We got ready and ventured to the city, with limited funds, we decided to go for coffee in Darling Harbour.
We found a cute little ice creamery and had a cookie and cream thickshake and an ice coffee. The shake was absolutely delic.
We sat there for a long time and had a cute conversation about all sorts of things.
We then started walking home, brought some Santa hats for the carols and also brought some food and wine.
We met Mim back at her place and had some pizza and got ready for Carols.
We walked from Mim's to the carols and once there had to find somewhere to sit. We practically sat in China, but then we found a new place under a lovely tree.
We spent the night, with our candles, singing carols and drinking wine. It was super lovely. The best way to spend the last time with all three of us.
On the walk home, many many funny times happened.
I met two boys named Adrian and Hayden Squires. Had some fun times with them (in a non-sexual way)
Watched the most amazing light show ever on the side of St Mary's Cathedral. Took about 4000000 shots.
Got inside a stretch hummer and also attempted to get in the back of an ice-cream van (we were not successful).
Got home and went to sleep.

Woke at 6.15 and got ready.
Went to train station and we travelled home.
Abby slept for most of the trip home...
I was not so fortunate.
Girl in front was such a pest.

All in all, a simply lovely weekend, with the greatest of all great people.
So much love for them.
Good times.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

This thing we call life

Right now, at the age of 16, I am happy.
I'm surrounded by some of the most wonderful people in the world.
So today, on the 16th of December, I count myself lucky.
For these people and the moments that I keep having that seem to keep me consistantly happy.
It's good, it's great.
I just hope that this doesn't change.
I hope it doesn't go away.
And I hope, this feeling and these people stick around.

But for now, there is so much to look forward to.
There will come a time.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Sunburnt

Well, you know summer is here when you have lost the ability to move due to sunburn.
My lord, is it painful.
Went to the beach today and sunbaked for 2 hours, without sunscreen.
Thus, I have lost the ability to move my legs. It's the pits.

But, ah, the joys of summer!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Losing It

I have lost all motivation:
-to sing
-to play
-to care

It is really bad and I hope I get it back soon.
People are leaving and there is nothing/no one to motivate me.

Somebody, come along.
Or stick around.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Way Back

These photos are from so so long ago, just found them. Wow.
















Questions

When will it come?
How many people are there?
What happened to love?
Why is the world changing?
Will it be as hard as I think it's going to be?
How quickly does time pass when you're waiting?
When does it all stop?
Why don't we know?
Can tomorrow really be better than today?
What do I expect to happen?
Will I change too?
Am I going to run scared?
How often should I write?
Does anyone know?


Answer me these questions.