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As I sit here and bask in the non-present sunshine of this day, for once, it may seem to you, I am writing a post about happiness. Today and the last few days has opened my eyes completely. Who are we to know when our time will be up? How do we determine that? It's scary, but its reality.

Let's lose the focus on the hate and bitching, all the war and stuff. For once, I would love to see everyone happy, i'll wish it upon every star in the sky. We need to think about the people we love, our family, closest friends and even those we are just 'pals' with. Its about rising above our problems and wearing a smile, sharing a hug.

I don't want to die, I don't want anyone I know to die. I love the life I'm living, all the people in this world of mine are the strength in my body. I wish, again, upon every star in the night sky, that they live happy and fulfilled lives.

For those we have lost.
You are the stars I wish upon.

Hidden

Deep,
in the depths of the unknown.
Wilderness,
forest,
woods.
Wherever.
Hidden,
from what
has not been desired.
Questioning
the true value,
of materialism.
No care,
for money,
or gossip,
or trivial friendships.
Me and the stars,
alone.
Happy,
for the greater good.
A better place.
I'm hidden,
in a cave.

Real

Spoken about,
more than once.
A joke,
something we
merely swept under the rug,
until now.
Real,
it has become real.
Not just a thought,
but a matter of time,
gone,
away,
not close enough to touch.
Not easily forgotten.
Memories,
have been created,
will still exist,
penetrating my mind.
Missed,
truly missed,
goodbye,
but not forever.
Love.

Stop

Stop taking advantage of what you have, of the way you feel and how easy it all is.
Cause, one day, it won't be.
One day you'll wake up and you'll feel something. Something real like the rest of us. Then what are you going to do?
Hey? What are you going to do when it all falls apart?
Materialistically, I don't have much, but it doesn't bother me.
I don't really care.
Spiritually, I care. I enjoy being able to feel things and being able to cry and laugh.
I like feeling the everyday pressures to perform and work.
Sometimes, on the rare occasion, I wish I had something more.
Someone who genuinely cared.
Who had me in their mind.
I care too much and it's killing me.
I don't want to be alone.

Albert- my fantasy

Strings

So, last night, my brothers came home for dinner, and before the meal was ready, they were both sitting down playing guitar. I wrote this just after, its just how happy it made me, I loved it. I love my family an extraordinary amount.

The affect is disguised,
by a mere smile
or grin.
But, you have no idea,
or sense,
that just the way you play,
your touch on the strings,
The limitless sound,
to my ears,
it is a love,
that flows through my veins.
It's within yours too.
We are bound,
not only by blood,
but also the love,
shared,
for one anothers soul.
Everlasting.
Always.
Brothers.

Newfound Friend

It's crazy, cause I love writing this stuff. So weird.
Most fun though. Just for fun:

Another Day

Lost.
Lost in a place where she does not belong.
Searching for a place.
For somewhere, or someone.
But what comes?
Nothing, that's right, nothing.
Nothing except a beach,
a beach,
long forgotten,
without trace of a human touch,
or step,
dried to the bone,
it's dignity diminished,
like the light in the skies,
as daylight falls.
Midnights drizzle,
plasters the face,
of a girl bewildered,
misunderstood
and lost.
Lost in another day.

Harry James Potter

I'm off to see Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows in 9 days.
The amount of excitement I am feeling is borderline mental.
A few things I value about old HP:
- He has fought Voldemort many a times and yet, as a young boy, still manages to get past him and continue living.
- He has the two cutest best friends in the world. Ron is the greatest person known to man (after Harry of course) and Hermione is the prettiest thing I've ever seen.
- He has no parents and still can fight all the people he fights, with the support of his new family- The Order.
- Dumbledore takes him under his wing.
- He has a crush on his best friends sister.
- Merely watching his movie trailer gives me butterflies and goosebumps
- Everytime someone mentions his name or talks about the books, I instantly become so happy it's crazy.

So, this post is dedicated to Harry Potter, and his magical ability. I know he has changed my life and many others, he deserves a crown.